Well, there is a majority out there in this world who are not living their dream life. They know it and still they don't go after their dreams. Why?? Reasons could be many and could be changed conveniently according to their situation. Someone wants to support their own people, some are scared to lose everything they have hard-earned till now, some feel this may displease some of them, some insist they are waiting for the right time..etc etc. Are these reasons for most or appeared from my own sub-conscious.. I can't say. Truth be told, half (or probably more) of the people don't want to work in the mundane offices to work for improved sales of a product or customer satisfaction or productivity of the company or god-damned new technology etc. They wish for something else, a Grand imagination for outcome from their own lives much better than their current lives. Only few of them achieve whatever they want to do or dream of. Obvious question is.. why don't they do what they want to do? I think I don't know. You got to ask yourself for that. You will figure out that out of thousands of silly reasons available in the world, yours is the pretty strongest one and at least, in your case you are not faking and its really really the "serious one". The fact is most don't dare to go beyond a comfortable Laxman Rekha fearing for the Raavan which probably does not exist. I advice you and myself to venture out and you will achieve, if not your dreams, the satisfaction of trying to achieve that, for sure. Lets see what is stronger, your desire for your dreams or your unseen fear!! All the best..
